You know how people buy drinks for girls in bars? Why can’t people do that in book stores? Like if I’m looking at a novel in Barnes and Noble and some person walks up to me and strikes up a conversation and offers to buy the book for me there is a lot better chance of that working out in their favor
The way he’s looking at her, you’d think they were dating in real life.
i miss this show so much! i miss them so much, i miss their fights, their mischief, their laughs, their schemes. its hard to think ive become so attached to these unreal characters played out by these actors and i just cant believe the shows finished! ive loved every single character and actor and episode and i just love these two so much words cant express. i probably have some attachment disorder to gossip girl lol.
this photo is so unbelievably beautiful
I just don’t understand how I can be completely fine one moment and an emotional disaster the next. I am so much happier now, but so much sadder, and it doesn’t make any sense. I’m just… lost. Confused. Hurt. Happy. Hopefully. Angry. Lonely. As someone I once (and still do) cared about immensely put it, I’m “messed up”. I have a serious talent for hurting people and I’m a bad person, but I don’t want to be. I want to deserve to be happy. I am so sick of being hated by everyone, even myself. I can even by upset by everyone hating me because I completely understand why they do; I hate me too. I’m horrible. But that doesn’t make it any less lonely. Yet some moments are blissful and certain people make me happy. As perks of being a wallflower so accurately ponders, how can I be so happy yet so miserable at once? I just want to deserve a good life and know what I want. I want to stop dragging people down with me. I want to belong somewhere and I just want some one to freaking care if I’m here or not. I want a friend.